Thursday, December 15, 2011

Dear Someone

Dear player out there (whether it's boy or girl)

Don't you ever thinking for a while,before playing with people's feeling?
When you were laughed because you already won a game,and prove that you're a some kind of whiz in front of your popular gang,there's someone,someone that secretly crying.
Not because you broke up with them,but because they're blaming themself for a mistake that they didn't do.

The fact that in the future,maybe,just maybe,they will hate themself,couldn't love anyone else because some little game that you played?
You even didn't regret it,don't you?

When someone love you,try to fit themself with your taste,just because they don't want you to leave them?

Have you ever thinking,that maybe someday,that karma will come upon you?
Never mind Karma,you laughed now,are you?you didn't give a shit or two about it anyway.

You are so popular that you think it will last forever.

While someone secretly wipe their tears,you were laughing and made fun of them.

and then she can't love anymore....she's always blame herself,even though she already moved on.

You never know.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Dream Boys,Boys,Boys.

Anime Version

Sebastian Michaelis

Asian Version

Haruma Miura


Daito Shunsuke

Western Version

Jamie Campbell Bower


Jared Leto


Tom Felton


Asian (musician) Version

Aoi 'the GazettE'



Saga 'Alice Nine'


Byou 'ScReW'



Yamamura Ryuta

Game Version

Dante

Real-Life Version















:astig:::(


Happy Fucking Sunday,Everyone.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

小杉先生へ

Hari ini,tepat hari rabu tanggal 23 November 2011,sensei paling favoritku pulang ke Jepang.

Namanya Kosugi Miyuki,sensei ngajar Kaiwa (percakapan) dan Kanji di kelasku,dari kami angkatan 2010,Kosugi sensei selalu bersama kami..kami semua udah liat gimana kosugi sensei ketawa dengerin kaiwa kami,marah karena kelas kami paling berisik,dan bantuin kami kalau ada kesulitan belajar bahasa jepang dengan sungguh-sungguh dan sepenuh hati.

Aku sama sekali gak bisa bahasa jepang waktu pertama kali masuk kampus,dan keputusanku buat banting setir dari sasta inggris ke sastra jepang,yang bahasanya sama sekali ga aku kuasai bener-bener nekat dan cari mati,bayangin dong,aku belom hapal hurup hiragana dan katakana sekalipun.

Waktu itu mata kuliah kaiwa pertama kali,aku ngeliat kosugi sensei cantik banget,dan dia bener-bener maklumin aku yang belom bisa bahasa jepang sama sekali.berkali-kali aku mikir,bener ga sih pilihanku masuk sastra jepang.

Jujur,putus asa banget waktu itu.Aku salah satu murid yang istilahnya paling bodoh di kelas.Setiap hari nangis,sampai akhirnya kosugi-sensei pernah bilang.
"Melakukan apapun itu harus dengan kesungguhan hati,kalau kamu udah memutuskan akan melakukan itu,maka jalanilah."

AKu berhenti nangis,dan belajar mati-matian buat ngapalin hurup sampai gak tidur 4 hari.

Semester 2 kami masih belajar sama dia,angkatan 2010 itu ga pernah pisah dari Kosugi-sensei.Aku masih inget,waktu Kosugi sensei ketawa ngakak denger Kaiwaku dan temen-temen yang mau belajar ke India,terus dia nanya ngapain mau ke India,aku jawab dengan polos nari perut,sensei.
Apalagi waktu tsunami di Jepang,sensei sengaja gak pulang karena mau ngedampingin kami anak-anak 2010 buat Oshaberi sama Nihonjin asli,padahal keluarganya sensei di Miyagi,daerah yang termasuk kena dampak Tsunami paling parah,tapi Sensei gak lantas pulang walaupun didesak sama sensei-sensei lainnya.

Akhirnya,semester 3 kami dapat berita yang sangat mengejutkan dari Sensei,katanya dia harus pulang ke Jepang karena Suaminya di mutasi dari Indonesia.Shock dan sedih keluar dari mulut kami,tapi kata sensei,walaupun gak ada dia,kami harus rajin belajar bahasa jepang.

Waktu pesta perpisahan,Kosugi sensei bilang kalau alasannya mau jadi dosen karena dia mau membantu orang-orang yang kesusahan,setelah liat Tsunami di aceh tahun 2006 lalu,aku tambah kagum sama sensei.

Sensei sebenernya pengen nangis waktu pesta perpisahan,tapi katanya gak adil kalau kita ngeliat sensei sedih di perjumpaan terakhir.Aku juga hampir mau nangis,tapi gak jadi karena aku pengen Kosugi sensei ngeliat wajah kami yang tersenyum sehingga dia bakal ingat wajah tersenyum kita.

Sebenarnya kalo sensei gak pergi kami gak akan termotivasi gini,aku kagum sama sensei walaupun udah pulang ke Jepang,katanya dia bakal mengusahakan persahabatan Indonesia-jepang tetap utuh.

ありがとう,小杉先生 !!
Kami pasti bakal nyusul sensei ke Jepang.

"ありがとう"を奏で奏で
遠く離れたとしても...
"さよなら"と手を振って
またここで逢いましょう

"さよなら"と手を振って
またここで逢いましょう
...また君に逢いたい...

Bon'z - ありがとう
Lagu yang kami nyanyikan waktu pesta perpisahan Sensei.










:puppyeyes:Kirei desyoo~

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Koizora And The Effect On Me


Already watched Koizora,alongside with Bloody Monday yesterday.Why Miura,why?!
Yeah,my friend recommended it,although i really didn't like much of that puffy love,oh well.
*shrug*

For me,it was good,but not very great.Maybe because the movie was just went by very fast,it makes the whole film look like not real.*lifting eyebrows*
But the actors was good,i enjoyed the one who play Maki and Hiro (Of course!!).So,it's really enjoyable.



Haruma Miura as Killua Zaol-I mean Hiro at Koizora.

Well,good hair,but it makes my forehead wrinkle,he's good with beannie hat though.*Hug*
Umm,the ending...i kinda satissfied with it.Thank God that Maki didn't turn her face to Yuu again,so i don't have to yell "You bitch,you betrayed Hiro!How can you do that~"in front of laptop's monitor.*LOL*

Overall,it was Good to watch.

and i just wondering while watching this movie,this is what High schoolers do?!Wow~

N.B:I got up from my slumber just to wrote a post about this movie and Haruma miura (Especially him) WHat a dedicated fan I am. *laugh*

Silent Hill Woot!!

Silent Hill Downpour will be release at October 2011...For PlayStation 3!!
*Headdesk*

Oh Well,i know it will happen anyway...most of the game that will release either in PlayStation 3 or XBox 360.. *rolling my eyes while sighing*
I know,Irooonnyy~~

I just wanna said that actually,but! I think that the game will be very awesome..the environment will be more realistic and the other world is promising *cheer*.

Oh and by the way,i watched Bloody Monday yesterday...I said it's cool,but i prefer the comic because the live action lack of hacking explanation.
And yes,the main Hero is a Hacker *bitter laugh*

Miura Haruma played the main role. *drooling*

Okay,be back in...i don't know..keep count!
*get throw*

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Woke from Dreaming

Woke from dreaming but it took convincing
I was shaking screaming I was still alive
And you were picking strangers by the side of roadways
Little little let the danger unfold

You can do what you do if you think you’ll take it
You can do what you do if you are that way inclined

Suffer with silk as the pressure’s tighter
You have skin pale as milk with the pressure on

My heart is getting heavy and my hands are weak now
Hatred lifting and I’ll start to weep now

You can do what you do if you think you’ll take it
You can do what you do if you are that way inclined

Just for a moment can we take a little time
Just stop for a moment can we make this moment mine
I’ve tried to let go but I’ve never had much to say
Take a day take them all now

Just for a moment can we take a little time
Just stop for a moment can we look inside this mind
We try to control but we never quite know what’s there
We will kill if we need to

The Delgados from Album "Hate"(2003)

I don't know why,but everytime i listen to this song,i suddenly remembered Maria from Silent Hill 2..Maybe because she's born from a wish?

Friday, June 10, 2011

The Saga continues

Bukan,maksudnya bukan Saga sebuah cerita atau whatsoever gitulah

masa yaa...saya kepincut lagi lho..

Sama Saga Alice Nine!!!




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Ganteng kan aaahh!!!
Intinya saya suka lagi sama Alice Nine,gara-gara Gemini trilogy kemaren yang banyak melodi distrosi gitarnya Tora yang rada keras.
Yuhuuuu~~~

Tora juga ganteng!!




Tapi lebih ganteng Aoi!!

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P.S :Tugas presentasi banyak amaat!! padahal udah mau UAS!!
paraaaaaaaahh!!!

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Sunday, May 29, 2011

Trying to be grateful every single day

Saya bersyukur masih bisa bangun pagi ini,bernafas dan bertemu dengan kedua orangtua dan kakak saya.

Saya bersyukur kalau masih ada waktu dan kesempatan untuk bisa tertawa bersama keluarga saya.

Saya masih bersyukur masih bisa menikmati waktu-waktu yang berkualitas dengan keluarga dan pergi ke suatu tempat yang menyenangkan hari ini.

Saya masih bersyukur punya laptop,Rumah yang nyaman,Tempat tidur yang enak dan internet untuk hiburan saya.

Saya masih bersyukur bisa dengerin band-band kesayangan saya yang membuat saya bersemangat,menghibur dan benar-benar made my day.
The GazettE,screw dll.

Saya bersyukur banget kepada Allah karena masih diberi kesempatan untuk mengejar mimpi saya,dan melimpahi teman-teman yang benar-benar setia.

Saya bersyukur pada Allah karena walaupun saya jarang Sholat tapi masih dilimpahi bermacam-macam nikmat yang sebenernya gak pantes saya terima atas kelakuan saya sehari-hari (or i think so).Alhamdullilah

Saya emang jarang banget sadar kalau banyak perbuatan saya bener-bener salah,tapi Dia selalu melimpahi nikmat itu setiap waktu,setiap detik tanpa pernah saya sadari,dan mungkin kalian sadari.
Mungkin bagi kalian dan saya itu cuma hal kecil.Tidur di tempat tidur yang empuk,pake AC,bangun pagi masih bisa sarapan enak,terus kuliah.



Sementara banyak orang diluar sana yang ga bisa merasakan apa yg kita rasakan sekarang ini.

Saya bener-bener bersyukur dengan keluarga saya sekarang.We're not perfect,but we always try to fill each other cup.

Pokoknya intinya,i'll trying to grateful every single day,even with just a simple matter,i will grateful of it.
Ya,saya memang masih labil,masih banyak salah,masih banyak ngeluh dan jarang banget sadar kalau hidup saya itu bener-bener indah.

And i definitlly never want to come back to those 'dark days'

Karena ternyata ada beberapa teman yg melalui apa yg saya dulu lakukan dengan bodohnya.

Hidup itu emang susah,tapi bukan berarti kalian nyerah dan nyakitin diri sendiri.
Pada akhirnya kalian malah nyakitin orang yang ada di sekitar kalian.
Kalau kalian bilang tidak ada yang peduli dengan kalian,salah besar.
Ada seseorang yang MahaBesar Maha penyanyang yang selalu melindungi kalian dimanapun.

So,don't worry! Ga papa kalo sekali-dua kali nangis,it's not a sin.
Tapi sehabis nangis kalian harus bangkit,tersenyum dan terus berlari.



Jarang banget loh saya bikin post bijak *nyeeeeh* kayak ginian..
Well,everybody's change,right?

P.S:semua ini berawal ketika saya dengerin Lagu Deep Six-ScReW...
Lucu ya?*



Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Berasa di sinteron deh~

Minna,shiteimasuka??

Saya kepincut sama bishie baru lhoo~

*penting ga sih*

He'eh..ini karena abis nonton Mei-chan no Shitsuji,niatnya sih mau liat si Mizushima Hiro,eh malah nemu Bishie baru~~

Yuhuuuu,saya sekarang suka sama orang kembar loh~~

Berminat,minat?Nih,potonye~



Namanya Takagi Manpei sama Takagi Shinpei
Shinpei itu yang kiri,manpei itu yang kanan.

Lucu kaaaannn~~~~

Uwaaahh~~ kakkoi!! daisuki gaaa!!
*dilempar Aoi*

Ettoo~ padahal mereka berdua ini perannya dikit doang lho..tapi entah kenapa meninggalkan kesan mendalam di dalam diriku yang lemah ini *hoeeekk*

Nih mereka di mei-chan..yang mukanya sama,itu lho yg paling pojok...



Yamada Yuu (yang jadi Lucia-sama) entah kenapa aku suka sama dia..She's beautiful and charming,i think.
Terus sato Takeru juga keren! aaahh!!!


P.S :Vortex is fucking awesome!!!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Kalo yang ini beneran terjadi,saya nginep di kampus

Yah,semuanya berawal dari obrolan yang ga penting sedunia persilatan antara Dinar (sang pelaku utama),Aya(sang pelaku utama 2) dan Icha (sang pembantu utama *plak*)

We're in statistic class,and just got fucking bored..terus~

Akhirnya kita memimpikan kampus impian dengan Dosen impian juga!!
wahahahahhahhah~~~
*ketawa jahat*




Ini list gurunya..siapa tau besok tiba-tiba ga ada ujan ga ada musim gajian,gurunya ganti
*hah?*


Mulai dari statistik..pelajaran yang bikin otak pindah ke dengkul.

Akanishi Jin



Kalo kayak gini caranya,saya ga bakal bolos pelajaran statistik.


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Sejarah=Sakurai Sho



Sakubun (mengarang)=Ninomiya Kazunari



Kanji =Matsumoto Jun



Kaiwa =Mizushima Hiro



Bunpou =Matsuyama Kenichi



Dokkai=Kai The GazettE (uke yutaka)


Chokkai =Uruha The GazettE (Takashima Kouyou)


English=Aoi The GazettE (Shiroyama Yuu)


Pengantar Linguistik jepang = Yamada Takayuki


Wahahaha..sumpeeeh yee~ ini sih namanya bukan belajar tapi ke club Host!!

Nah,dikarenakan angakatan sastra jepang tahun ini cowoknya dikit,makanya ada sumbangan *sumbangan?* murid dari jepang sono yg belajar di sini~
yuuhuuu~ cekidot!


Murid pindahan no.1 dan 2

Takagi Manpei dan Takagi Shinpei




Gou Ayano


Ikuta Toma



Yeaahh!! segitu dulu..penulis inget kalo besok ujian bunpou dan banyak shukudai!! yeaaah~


*semua ini fiksi,fiksi!!!
kalau beneran sudah terjadi pembunuhan masal di kampus*

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Saturday, May 21, 2011

Let Silent Hill's darkness embrace you completely



Welcome,the moment you read this post,you already entering Silent Hill.

Nah,just kidding...don't get scared will ya.

Anyway!Why Silent hill?I don't know.Maybe because i feel over heels with this game.Although i too scared to play all series (and i don't have any console,again!)I only got through Silent Hill 1,i played it on Emulator.My Playstation 2 is broken,so i don't get a chance to play the 2nd and 3rd series.

Let's get on!

Silent Hill 1


It's the first Silent Hill game,played in Playstation.The Graphic is..well,it bring tears to my eyes when i played it.
But hell,i really fucking scared when i played it.Goddamn,the horror and the atmospher of the game is made me want to throw my controller away and just ran away.
And the story,whooo,original always hands down!(Poor Alessa,Dahlia is such a bitch,who's with me?!)The monsters is really good!
Actually the first time i played it,i kinda have nervous breakdown,the image of Silent Hill is always in my head,made me scared all the time.
But later,i became so addicted with it.
It happen when my playstation is broken and i decide to watch the cutscenes of...

Silent Hill 2



Man,this game really mess up.The storyline,the ending,Team silent is Genius!!
This game made me think for the first time that mind is really a strong thing yet fragile.Seeing how James actually forgot that she killed Mary,and Mary's letter in 'Leave' ending made me cry.
And pyramid head made a debut here!! Yeaaayy!!
And then i just know that Silent Hill 1 have the sequel in it.It's called...

Silent Hill 3



The first female protagonist is appear,Heather (Alessa Reincarnation) is become the heroine here.
See,SH 3 is in playstation 3,so the graphic is much much better,the surrounding of the game is really gory and rusty.
After i saw it couple times,i love it.
In this game,we also learn that Antagonist is not always be bad.Claudia is always being abused by her father,so she seek 'eternal paradise' where happiness is just an inch away,but she got the wrong way (typical)
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Silent Hill 4
Some peoples say that it was an epic fail.No Silent Hill in this game,SH only taking a tiny part on this game.
I say mediocre.

Silent Hill : Homecoming



Not to scary,but the storyline screams Silent Hill!!
I love it,Love it,Love it.

Silent Hill :Origins




origin of Silent Hill (duh) Digging more into people's mind.

Hemm..i really want to write the long review but then suddenly the mood is disappear.
Anyway,if you want to know much about it,I'll give you Portal to the darkness

And Silent Hill soundtrack! Man,it's so well composed and beautiful!

One thing that i like from this game,most of the game have a Psychology side.The game scare you not with a gory monster,cursing or anything like that (Hello,Siren!)but the monsters actually came from the interpretion of your own mind,the monsters took a shape from your own fear,that's awesome!

And i've been asked by my friend who like SH too,she say do i want to enter Silent Hill World?

i answered : HELL NO!!!!
Unless i'm some kind of magician who have every supernatural strength in this world and equipped by complete guns and armor and a company,i will NOT entering Silent Hill world.

Yeah,coward me.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Angel and Demon



Not really..Lalami is more active and annoying than seba.