Trying to be grateful every single day

Saya bersyukur masih bisa bangun pagi ini,bernafas dan bertemu dengan kedua orangtua dan kakak saya.

Saya bersyukur kalau masih ada waktu dan kesempatan untuk bisa tertawa bersama keluarga saya.

Saya masih bersyukur masih bisa menikmati waktu-waktu yang berkualitas dengan keluarga dan pergi ke suatu tempat yang menyenangkan hari ini.

Saya masih bersyukur punya laptop,Rumah yang nyaman,Tempat tidur yang enak dan internet untuk hiburan saya.

Saya masih bersyukur bisa dengerin band-band kesayangan saya yang membuat saya bersemangat,menghibur dan benar-benar made my day.
The GazettE,screw dll.

Saya bersyukur banget kepada Allah karena masih diberi kesempatan untuk mengejar mimpi saya,dan melimpahi teman-teman yang benar-benar setia.

Saya bersyukur pada Allah karena walaupun saya jarang Sholat tapi masih dilimpahi bermacam-macam nikmat yang sebenernya gak pantes saya terima atas kelakuan saya sehari-hari (or i think so).Alhamdullilah

Saya emang jarang banget sadar kalau banyak perbuatan saya bener-bener salah,tapi Dia selalu melimpahi nikmat itu setiap waktu,setiap detik tanpa pernah saya sadari,dan mungkin kalian sadari.
Mungkin bagi kalian dan saya itu cuma hal kecil.Tidur di tempat tidur yang empuk,pake AC,bangun pagi masih bisa sarapan enak,terus kuliah.



Sementara banyak orang diluar sana yang ga bisa merasakan apa yg kita rasakan sekarang ini.

Saya bener-bener bersyukur dengan keluarga saya sekarang.We're not perfect,but we always try to fill each other cup.

Pokoknya intinya,i'll trying to grateful every single day,even with just a simple matter,i will grateful of it.
Ya,saya memang masih labil,masih banyak salah,masih banyak ngeluh dan jarang banget sadar kalau hidup saya itu bener-bener indah.

And i definitlly never want to come back to those 'dark days'

Karena ternyata ada beberapa teman yg melalui apa yg saya dulu lakukan dengan bodohnya.

Hidup itu emang susah,tapi bukan berarti kalian nyerah dan nyakitin diri sendiri.
Pada akhirnya kalian malah nyakitin orang yang ada di sekitar kalian.
Kalau kalian bilang tidak ada yang peduli dengan kalian,salah besar.
Ada seseorang yang MahaBesar Maha penyanyang yang selalu melindungi kalian dimanapun.

So,don't worry! Ga papa kalo sekali-dua kali nangis,it's not a sin.
Tapi sehabis nangis kalian harus bangkit,tersenyum dan terus berlari.



Jarang banget loh saya bikin post bijak *nyeeeeh* kayak ginian..
Well,everybody's change,right?

P.S:semua ini berawal ketika saya dengerin Lagu Deep Six-ScReW...
Lucu ya?*

Berasa di sinteron deh~

Minna,shiteimasuka??

Saya kepincut sama bishie baru lhoo~

*penting ga sih*

He'eh..ini karena abis nonton Mei-chan no Shitsuji,niatnya sih mau liat si Mizushima Hiro,eh malah nemu Bishie baru~~

Yuhuuuu,saya sekarang suka sama orang kembar loh~~

Berminat,minat?Nih,potonye~



Namanya Takagi Manpei sama Takagi Shinpei
Shinpei itu yang kiri,manpei itu yang kanan.

Lucu kaaaannn~~~~

Uwaaahh~~ kakkoi!! daisuki gaaa!!
*dilempar Aoi*

Ettoo~ padahal mereka berdua ini perannya dikit doang lho..tapi entah kenapa meninggalkan kesan mendalam di dalam diriku yang lemah ini *hoeeekk*

Nih mereka di mei-chan..yang mukanya sama,itu lho yg paling pojok...



Yamada Yuu (yang jadi Lucia-sama) entah kenapa aku suka sama dia..She's beautiful and charming,i think.
Terus sato Takeru juga keren! aaahh!!!


P.S :Vortex is fucking awesome!!!

Kalo yang ini beneran terjadi,saya nginep di kampus

Yah,semuanya berawal dari obrolan yang ga penting sedunia persilatan antara Dinar (sang pelaku utama),Aya(sang pelaku utama 2) dan Icha (sang pembantu utama *plak*)

We're in statistic class,and just got fucking bored..terus~

Akhirnya kita memimpikan kampus impian dengan Dosen impian juga!!
wahahahahhahhah~~~
*ketawa jahat*




Ini list gurunya..siapa tau besok tiba-tiba ga ada ujan ga ada musim gajian,gurunya ganti
*hah?*


Mulai dari statistik..pelajaran yang bikin otak pindah ke dengkul.

Akanishi Jin



Kalo kayak gini caranya,saya ga bakal bolos pelajaran statistik.




Sejarah=Sakurai Sho



Sakubun (mengarang)=Ninomiya Kazunari



Kanji =Matsumoto Jun



Kaiwa =Mizushima Hiro



Bunpou =Matsuyama Kenichi



Dokkai=Kai The GazettE (uke yutaka)


Chokkai =Uruha The GazettE (Takashima Kouyou)


English=Aoi The GazettE (Shiroyama Yuu)


Pengantar Linguistik jepang = Yamada Takayuki


Wahahaha..sumpeeeh yee~ ini sih namanya bukan belajar tapi ke club Host!!

Nah,dikarenakan angakatan sastra jepang tahun ini cowoknya dikit,makanya ada sumbangan *sumbangan?* murid dari jepang sono yg belajar di sini~
yuuhuuu~ cekidot!


Murid pindahan no.1 dan 2

Takagi Manpei dan Takagi Shinpei




Gou Ayano


Ikuta Toma



Yeaahh!! segitu dulu..penulis inget kalo besok ujian bunpou dan banyak shukudai!! yeaaah~


*semua ini fiksi,fiksi!!!
kalau beneran sudah terjadi pembunuhan masal di kampus*

Let Silent Hill's darkness embrace you completely

Welcome,the moment you read this post,you already entering Silent Hill.

Nah,just kidding...don't get scared will ya.

Anyway!Why Silent hill?I don't know.Maybe because i feel over heels with this game.Although i too scared to play all series (and i don't have any console,again!)I only got through Silent Hill 1,i played it on Emulator.My Playstation 2 is broken,so i don't get a chance to play the 2nd and 3rd series.

Let's get on!

Silent Hill 1


It's the first Silent Hill game,played in Playstation.The Graphic is..well,it bring tears to my eyes when i played it.
But hell,i really fucking scared when i played it.Goddamn,the horror and the atmospher of the game is made me want to throw my controller away and just ran away.
And the story,whooo,original always hands down!(Poor Alessa,Dahlia is such a bitch,who's with me?!)The monsters is really good!
Actually the first time i played it,i kinda have nervous breakdown,the image of Silent Hill is always in my head,made me scared all the time.
But later,i became so addicted with it.
It happen when my playstation is broken and i decide to watch the cutscenes of...

Silent Hill 2



Man,this game really mess up.The storyline,the ending,Team silent is Genius!!
This game made me think for the first time that mind is really a strong thing yet fragile.Seeing how James actually forgot that she killed Mary,and Mary's letter in 'Leave' ending made me cry.
And pyramid head made a debut here!! Yeaaayy!!
And then i just know that Silent Hill 1 have the sequel in it.It's called...

Silent Hill 3



The first female protagonist is appear,Heather (Alessa Reincarnation) is become the heroine here.
See,SH 3 is in playstation 3,so the graphic is much much better,the surrounding of the game is really gory and rusty.
After i saw it couple times,i love it.
In this game,we also learn that Antagonist is not always be bad.Claudia is always being abused by her father,so she seek 'eternal paradise' where happiness is just an inch away,but she got the wrong way (typical)
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Silent Hill 4
Some peoples say that it was an epic fail.No Silent Hill in this game,SH only taking a tiny part on this game.
I say mediocre.

Silent Hill : Homecoming



Not to scary,but the storyline screams Silent Hill!!
I love it,Love it,Love it.

Silent Hill :Origins




origin of Silent Hill (duh) Digging more into people's mind.

Hemm..i really want to write the long review but then suddenly the mood is disappear.
Anyway,if you want to know much about it,I'll give you Portal to the darkness

And Silent Hill soundtrack! Man,it's so well composed and beautiful!

One thing that i like from this game,most of the game have a Psychology side.The game scare you not with a gory monster,cursing or anything like that (Hello,Siren!)but the monsters actually came from the interpretion of your own mind,the monsters took a shape from your own fear,that's awesome!

And i've been asked by my friend who like SH too,she say do i want to enter Silent Hill World?

i answered : HELL NO!!!!
Unless i'm some kind of magician who have every supernatural strength in this world and equipped by complete guns and armor and a company,i will NOT entering Silent Hill world.

Yeah,coward me.

Angel and Demon

Not really..Lalami is more active and annoying than seba.

Hisashiburi!!

Hisashiburi da nee!


Eljeh lagi bertingkah makanya ijinkan eikeh blabbering my ass here.

So...How's live?



Besok Statistik,ya Tuhaaann!!!
Males yee pelajaran yang satu itu~
malas,malas,malas.......!!!


Udah mana kelasnya orangnya banyak,berisik...pelajarannya bikin kepala meleleh,mending encer,lumer iya.

Entah kenapa MTK itu susah banget (bagiku,mungkin bagi yg Jenius sih engga)Tapi yaaa...emangnya musti apaa?!!

I'm so fucked up in this subject,Guys!!!


Ada yang mau nyumbangin sel kepalanya,org2 pintar di luar sana?
#digetok

Hwah,udah lama ga mengunjungi blog yang ini,malah curcol..kagak asik lah!


I just found my old music file about Red hot chili peppers.
Dan langsung keingetan mereka bakal manggung di Summer Sonic di jepang sana!!
Bareng mutemath!
Bareng the strokes!
Bareng The GazettE!
Nyebelin kan...mau,mau ke sana,aaaahh!!!

Mau libur panjang!! sumpah ya..capek secapek-capeknya di semester ini! Everyday is like Final exam!!
pengen libur 2 hari aja,selaen sabtu minggu!Please~

PENGEN NONTON SUMMER SONIC!!
Betewe,katanya The GazettE nampilin Vortex ya,pas manggung di Osaka hari ini....
Sekali lagi,i envy them...Really envy.
pengen denger Vortex full..ada sih yg di rip dari radio..tapi kan rasanya bersalah aja kalo udah dengerin sebelum rilis...udah mana nanti juga bisanya Download kan...bersalah banget deh.




Hountou ni gomenasai.

Now Playing : Red Hot Chili Peppers-Porcelain