Afraid

i'm too afraid to say things to you
too afraid you'll be reject me
too afraid can't hear you laugh at me again
too afraid to know the truth

i'm too scared time has passes
and we can't go back to where we belong..
i'm too shy to let you know
because i'm not the bestest girl

i'm too scare to tell you the truth
scare that you're friend will be mocking you
i'm too scared to act more than this
because it will ruining my self defense
and i'm not used to be like that

but,i'm not afraid
and i'm not scare
when i pray for you
when i know you're not the man that care about such things
when i know about how kind you are
even if it's not from your mouth